Mean Streak

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As evidenced by my last post, I have a mean streak. There are times when I just can’t and I am mean as hell. I am also very nice. It is only people who actually know me that know both sides. Basically I am human with two extremes. On the one hand, I am very nice. I have been told I am nice to a fault. And I blame my mother for this. And my dad too. Genetics basically. But I realized that as nice as I am, I do have a mean streak. I am usually nicer than mean. This much I know. I try not to be mean. And I am usually only mean when the situation calls for it. Like in the last post. I am not as mean to her face but lately I have been a little mean in person too. And that’s pretty much me just openly ignoring Molly. I wouldn’t call it blatant ignoring, more like zoning out. I zone out a lot! She might argue that I ignore her but I beg to differ. I zone out. There’s a difference. Zoning out means to me that I am not being mean, just not in control of my brain activity and switching off from the conversation at hand. This can be challenging considering she has no inside voice and has the pitch of a new born irritated baby (which is loud in case you missed the reference). But like I said, I am not that mean. I just happen to have a mean streak which surfaces once in a while (and by once in a while I mean everyday when I get to work).

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K.C

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About KayCee

The About Me section is always the hardest part for me to do. I never seem to know how to fill it in but I will try. Here goes; I am a fun loving person who also happens to be somewhat anti-social. This is not deliberate, I just lack social skills. Anyway, I love to write about pretty much anything but I have dedicated this page to talking about my life with hyperhidrosis and how it affects the most mundane tasks. I love laughing. It can be annoying because people think I don't take them seriously when I laugh but I do. Laughter works as defense mechanism when I feel cornered or just cannot give an answer right away. Or when I really feel the need to laugh :) I am usually quiet til I know you. A bit of a cynic but I always try to see the good in people. I still believe in humanity at the same time wondering if we will make it. I am a walking contradiction apparently. And that is it about me. Happy reading! :)
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